The Kalia Booker Experience

[kalia]

Welcome to Kalia's Confessional! This is going to be where I shit talk the rest of my houseguests, plan out my thoughts and just keep you all informed on where I am from a game standpoint. Shoutout to Boog for the help with naming my confessional 

Round Goals: Each round I am going to try to set a few goals for myself to give you guys a sense of what my plan is for the specific round. They will be relatively simple, especially early on. My goals will just really be who I want to really build social relationships with, or to develop a certain strategic rapport with somebody.

Relationship Chart: For anybody that has played with me before, I like to use charts. In Survivor ORGs I have used relationship charts and jury charts that just help me map out my thoughts and put them into a picture to share with all of you. They are to give you guys a sense of where I am in the game and also just help me put my thoughts into more a visual format so I don't screw myself somehow 

I'll introduce some more little segments of my confessional as we go on, but those are just some things that I wanted to have for the start because I think they are helpful to me. I'm sorry in advance for my confessional length because I tend to type long confessionals. Usually I have about one long confessional per round and then multiple short ones per round to keep you updated on things because things are constantly changing.

Round 1 Goals

My early goals are obvious. I want everybody to like me. I know that being too social can make me become a target but I think that making multiple people feel a connection to me on an individual level will really work to my advantage, especially with the MVP and Vote To Save twist this season. Early on I am going to do my best to make sure that people like me, and this HoH is a popularity contest. Personally, I really want to win HoH. I don't think it's a huge deal early on like a lot of people think it is. Sure, it's going to make me seem like a bit more of a target, but in a challenge like this it doesn't peg me as some "competition threat" right away, since it's a simple challenge. I can always just say that I was really active at the start and that just gave me an advantage at winning HoH. If I win HoH, it's a chance for me to create deals with people that can get me through the early weeks of the game. Simple "safety for safety" deals can allow me to be safe for at least like a round or two after my HoH if people are loyal to them, and at the start of the game, I doubt somebody would go and rock the boat that much so early.

tl;dr: My goals are 1. Make people like me. 2. Win HoH. 3. If I win HoH, make deals to keep me safe in the upcoming weeks if I am HoH.

Relationship Chart

To explain this chart, the legend on the side represents the different levels of relationships that I could have with somebody for the chart. Then, the color that matches up with a specific houseguests name is how I feel about them. I hope that make sense, and if you have any questions, let me know! 

Houseguest Assessment 

Now it's time to assess my fellow houseguests and give you all a bit of insight on my relationships with each individual person in the game. Feel free to jump around to those who you care about or whatnot. xoxo.

Adam seems like a cool guy. Him and I just established a relationship today but I can already see it headed in a direction that is pretty good. I am going to continue to work on him and see if I can get him into a higher category before the end of this round too.

Boogie is a little bit hard to talk to. He surely seems intelligent but he has this straight guy persona to him that is just a little hard for me to relate to. I'm basically a flaming homosexual and sometimes it's hard for me to find common ground with people like him but I think I am doing okay at it. We've only really talked about Big Brother and Survivor and then just general life stuff, but he told me I am one of his early favorites so that is a good sign? 

I wouldn't say Corey is anything special just yet, because we have only really had one conversation. I am trying my best to get to know everybody and get myself out there as much as possible and slut myself around but it's just really hard. I will give you more of an update on Corey later.

Erik is from Germany (or so she says) and I have always wanted to go there so that was really cool at first. She's kinda difficult to keep a conversation with because she lets it drift and then lets it die off, so I am trying my best to keep it going but I won't try too hard if it just seems forced.

I think I like Frankie. I think. He has a very distinct personality to him and I don't know if that is going to be something that I am going to like later on just because tbh I like to be the center of attention and I usually am so if he takes the spotlight I might just have to do something about it 

just kidding I wouldn't let that affect my game because I am much smarter than that :*

Hayden is so straight forward. It's going to be something I might come to appreciate when you learn where his head is at, but I can tell he's here to play and is ready to do just that. Him and I talked for the first time today and we just started talking about reality TV in general which I think is just common ground for everybody to break the ice. I'm curious to see where our relationship will go.

Jee seems super cool. I think that he's also a bit of a social slut and will talk to everybody but I am hoping that he feels at least somewhat close to me. He is somebody that I have talked to probably the most out of everybody with little exceptions, and I think that we have bonded quite well. I hope that the feeling is mutual because I think we could work well together.

God, I really fucking love Jun. Her and I bonded SO quick and I am really glad for that. She seems like a great person to play with and I think that her personality and my personality will go really well together. We both love to joke around and it's really apparent with our conversations. I think that her and I will be a great team and hopefully we can establish that strategic relationship and it's a genuine one.

Loveita and I only had one conversation but I got super good vibes from it right away. I think that she will be somebody that I could actually end up working with because her and I just had exact opinions on Big Brother and I loved it 

Somebody I think that I could have a strong social bond with going forward and that's super exciting.

Everybody seems to like Meg. Meg is young, which leads me to believe that Meg is impulsive. Impulsive people and I don't get along too well because I am super decisive and like to plan things in advance. She seems great but I don't know how genuine our connection is because I know that she talks to everybody. I am keeping my eyes open for this girl.

A very brief conversation earlier but she seems like a cool gal. I am going to try my best to get to know her before I completely dig into her though 

Natalie and I haven't talked too too much but I felt good about what conversation we did have. I really want to focus on building this one because I think that she is going to be somebody who is active and I want those people on my side. Well, I want everybody on my side but especially the active people.

Absolutely hate the rep choice, but he actually seems like a quality guy. I think that him and I will get along well because he just seems like somebody who is really easy to get along with. We talked a bit last night and today and hopefully with today will bring more clarity to what this is. Easily one of the ones I had the best feelings about right away.

Tiffany and I have not yet established anything, GIRL GET ON IT.

Victor is probably the person who I thought was the most boring at the start. He just let the conversation drop and didn't bring much to the table. I'll try again tonight but damn i ain't deal with that for long.

SO THERE YOU HAVE IT. MY THOUGHTS AND WORRIES ABOUT THE FIRST ROUND. PLS LET ME WIN HOH OR MVP I AM JUST A POWER HUNGRY BITCH THANK YOU 

[kalia]

Just another quick update:

I might be overplaying a little bit. I know that my social game is going to make a target later but I just want to ensure that people think that we are super solid, and that is my initial goal right now. I can deal with the whole "threat" issue later.

As for Meg, I am really starting to like the girl. She seems to tell me like everything, and idk if she just has really loose lips and shares things with everybody or she trusts me more than anybody else. She shows me little things that other people say (mainly non-game related, but it's still something) and then she casually proposed a group of myself, Jun, Natalie and herself? I love that group but I really don't know how I feel about solidifying things so early. She also wanted to include Loveita in that too I guess? The girl is messy. She told me that Victor wanted a group of him, her and Corey so that's interesting information to have. Victor is so boring to talk to.

I also sorta solidified something with Jun, who I really like. I trust her not to say anything so hopefully that doesn't blow up in my face? Corey brought up working with me, and obviously I am not going to say no, and Hayden kinda brought it up too. Both of them seem like they are going to shoot themselves in the foot at one point. I really like Jee too, and we were talking and he doesn't want HoH and I do so he said that he would give me some of his love in the challenge? That'd be great because I want to win HoH to make some deals with people to get me through a few weeks.

I'm really not used to this whole Big Brother ORG thing.. Still trying to gain my footing

[kalia]

So, ya girl is HoH and I couldn't be more satisfied with how things are going down. I wasn't too sure after winning the HoH by such a huge margin that if it was going to deem me as an instant threat or not, but at this point I don't think it really matters. I have the power this week and people are going to probably make some deals with me for at least a week or two, and that will get me a little bit further in the house. I'm just continuing to be as social as possible with the people that I think I have the best shot at working with, and I think I am doing a pretty good shot. I also have some pretty TRASHY graphics to add to spice up my confessional a bit

Some of my key relationships I plan to keep building this week are:

Jun & Kalia - Jalia

I would say Jun is my #1 in the house right now. She's so easy to get along with, and I think we our personalities just blend so well together. She is somebody that can take a joke and is fully capable of making me laugh as well. I think that her and I could really be a power duo in this house. It's something that I want to solidify so she doesn't have the opportunity to work those connections elsewhere. I know she's a social player and I know that everybody likes her, I just need that on my side for the pre-jury phase of this game.

Frankie & Kalia - Ariana Grande & Nicki Minaj

Frankie came to me last night and he asked me to be the Nicki to his Ariana. I couldn't be more honored to be asked to do that. Frankie and I seem to get along well. It doesn't seem to be the most genuine relationship that I have but it is certainly one that I plan on continuing to pay close attention to and put full dedication into bettering. 

Loveita & Kalia - #Lovelia

This is one of my relationships in the house that I feel the best about. Loveita is somebody that I really get along with and I think we have the same overall view on things, including the game. She shared her target with me (which is Mad Luna) and I shared mine with her which basically solidified each others trust and allowed us to finalize some sort of deal. We have agreed to watch each others backs for the next while and I at least think it's genuine because part of it was before the HoH and she had already told me prior to me winning that I was her current favorite in the house. I really want that to continue to happen. She's not exactly the most active person in the house which works perfectly for me because it means I can stay on top of her priority list.

Some other key relationships that I have (that I didn't get around to making some trashy graphics for) are Mad Luna & Boogie. Boogie told both Mad Luna and I last night that we were some of his favorites and a lot of people were saying that Boogie is kind of boring which leads me to believe that he is going to be somebody that I think I can keep on my side for at least the next little bit in the game. I haven't decided if Boogie is putting all of his trust into me because he genuinely trusts me or if he is just over-playing. However, he told me some interesting information about how Hayden wants to form an alliance with him, Jee and Meg. It was great that it was told to me because I already had bad feelings about Hayden. But, I think the guy is just going to continue to shoot himself in the foot so I don't think I will even put him up this week.

Natalie, Jee, Meg are also great people to talk to. I love them all and they really keep me entertained. Meg is a little bit crazy though. Adam, Erika and Corey are people that I am doing my best to keep up with. Erika seems to really like me, Adam is my target but I don't plan on pursuing that this week, and Corey expressed interest in working with me before my HoH reign became official.

I think I have a good standing with just about everybody in the house. I don't want to mess that up, so the 4 people that I will be considering for nominations this week are Hayden, Michelle, Tiffany and Victor. Hayden is crazy and people seem to be a little annoyed with him, so that could be something the house wants, but that might just be because Meg is super vocal about it. Michelle & Tiffany haven't given it their all in terms of communicating with me and I don't know how comfortable I am with keeping all of them around this week. Victor is somebody I just found overall boring and Meg literally copy and pasted her confessional to me to show that she was bashing Hayden and then told me that Victor and Corey wanted to work with her in some sort of group, sooo, it would be an excuse to put him up since he also hasn't put a ton of effort into communicating with me, but I also don't want to piss off his potential "allies" and cause a side war so early.

I have a lot of thinking to do and I am gonna try to get the input of some of my closest allies and see what they think because ultimately I want them to be comfortable with my decision too and for them to feel involved with my HoH so that I can continue to solidify trust with them all.

Updated Round Goals

• Build on my relationship with Erika.
• Build on my relationship with Adam.
• Build on my relationship with Corey.
• Solidify strong bonds with Loveita, Jun, Frankie, Mad Luna and Boogie.
• Continue to hold good conversations with the rest of the cast to keep myself in their good graces.

Until next time, the Black Goddess is out

[kalia]

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Kalia, you are safe.

Testing out the format.

[kalia]

Let me give you a little bit of insight on how the first week is going for Kalia inside in the Big Brother house. Let's just say it's been a little bit of a ride.

I still don't think that winning HoH was so much a BAD idea for me. Like, I had genuine concerns such as the person who has me as their target winning MVP or the MVP nominating one of the more social players to see if they can get a threat out without any blood being put on their hands, etc, etc. I also think it's a way for me to approach the next few HoHs and be like "hey, I didn't put you up, I'd love if you returned the favor! " (obviously in a more subtle and less game-botty way) and that can be done as long as Tiffany or Michelle don't win HoH.

I really did want to win the veto just so I didn't have to piss anybody else off. But the second half of Jalia, Jun, won it and I think that she will keep the nominations the same. I don't think her using it is really a good idea because it could make somebody think she is just trying to gain allies, etc etc. If she used it on Victor I wouldn't be disappointed though, it'd be interesting to see who else the MVP would put up and maybe it could give us a little bit of a lead on who it is. Or maybe not.

Also, on a side note, huge shoutout to Ika for making a new flawless alliance picture for Jun and I. Mine was ratchet as fuck (which it was my goal to make it trashy) and this one is much more classy, I love it.

I've been asked by a lot of people who my target is, and honestly I don't really have one. I tried to have some conversations with the people that I put on the block, and my convo with Tiffany really didn't go so well. I think she's an idiot. She genuinely thought that her and I connected a lot in the early stages of the game and that she made an effort to talk to me. Let me show you our conversation:

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I'm sorry girl, but in what fucking world is that making a good connection with somebody? That was one of the most boring conversations I had out of everybody. I could actually name facts about almost every other player in the game because I was able to get to know them, not just find out that they were sick. I also like low-key found out that she was basically saying that she thinks I am her target. That's hilarious, but I am just gonna let the girl do her thing. I won't freak out, I will just go with the flow and continue to strengthen bonds with people. Like I said, I didn't even have a target and if I HAD to pick somebody, I would have saved Tiffany just because I thought she was maybe the dumber player and somebody who could be easier to manipulate than Michelle down the road, but Michelle seems to be taking it like a champ where Tiffany is just being a baby about things. I'm just not too worried about it right now.

I have a pretty concrete thing going with Loveita and then I have my thing going with Jun. Mad Luna I like a lot, and Boogie and I get along quite well. Adam is also pretty cool. Here's an updated relationship chart (that didn't differ much from earlier this round)

Ideally the nominations stay the same, one of my noms go home and not the MVP nom, and then somebody that I have a strong bond with wins the HoH and maybe gets rid of some of those who I don't really talk to as much.

Black Goddess out.

[kalia]

Michelle Visage
She kept like trying to hammer into me that "the talkative girls" are all together.

Michelle Visage
She's really convinced there's an alliance conspiring against her (and I guess she wanted me to think me too)

Michelle Visage
The phrase she used was "super social girls"

Michelle just sent me those messages referring to Tiffany. This is hilarious. I mean, I love people like Meg, Loveita, Jun and Natalie so having an alliance like that would be pretty cool but I am fully aware that having an alliance like that in the first week is asking for failure. No thanks, girl. Keep digging yourself in a hole, Tiff.

[kalia]

Week 2

Well, The Kalia Booker Experience has made it to chapter 2. I mean, it was kind of hard for me to not make it through last week considering I was HoH, but I at least made it with a majority of my sanity? Tiffany really fucking grinds my gears and that's super annoying, but whatever. There's a time and a place for anything and I know that there will be a time and a place for her to shut the fuck up and get the fuck out

Let's start with Victor's eviction. It wasn't exactly ideal for me, because both of my noms stuck around, but let's talk about my mindset during making him my "target." Meg is kind of a loudmouth, I love her to death, and I know that she fully trusts me, but I really needed to distance myself from her because people were starting to tell me that it seemed like Meg and I were super close. I think I played that somewhat well, but there are totally a few people out there that still believe that and that sort of made me a bigger target than I should have been after the first week. 

I essentially spearheaded the formation of an alliance between myself, Natalie, Jun and Frankie. Natalie & Jun are two that I really get along with, Jun being my closest ally and Natalie being one of my favorite people to talk to, it was just natural to get something going among those two. Frankie was somebody who I thought would be interesting and I felt like Natalie had something kinda close with him, so we decided to get the ball rolling on that. I'm glad I did, because going into week 2 without any concrete alliances was kind of worrying. I feel like that is the case with almost everybody but aside from my one on one deals with people, this is my first official group-type alliance. We originally had it named #VictorsEvictionParty, but after that happened, we re-named it to the #Arianators 

Victor became the target because there were thoughts that he had something close going on with the other two noms, Corey and potentially Meg. I wouldn't be surprised if people threw me in there too just because they thought I was close with Meg, and I really have nothing with those people mentioned above so I made sure that I made that extremely clear. Victor got evicted, and I continued to form a stronger bond with Michelle, and I think I successfully made it so that she wouldn't target me if she were to win HoH.

Then we had Erika win HoH. Lucky for me, I am an early riser due to school and sometimes work. (and my time zone helps, since I'm an hour ahead of EST, I am generally up before most people.) Erika is from Germany (or so she says) so she isn't really on at nights, meaning a lot of people hadn't had the opportunity to really connect with her. Luckily I was able to at least form some sort of connection with her, and I think that mixed with me not putting her up ultimately got me the safety for this week. I would hope that she wouldn't re-nominate me, but you never really know.

So Natalie & Hayden are sitting on the block. It's totally fine. Natalie is an ally of mine but I think that the house consensus is to just get Hayden out this week, from what I can tell. Natalie should be safe, my alliance should make it through this round and we should be smooth sailing going forward.

I have also really solidified something with Meg. I kinda hinted at the fact that people were catching on and that we needed to be more low-key about it, and she agreed. Meg is young and Meg is impulsive as hell. Since she's both of those things, it's pretty easy to get information out of her and it's pretty simple to be on her good side as long as I stroke her ego and talk to her a lot. Easy enough. Then we have Mad Luna, who I have really been hitting it off with these past couple of days. He's usually on at night but I think I am one of his favorite people so that really helps with things. Boogie and I get along really well, and I want to continue to keep that bond because if I have those bonds with the outcast type people, if there is ever a house divide (which I can feel one forming) I can pull in a few stragglers if I am ever on the block. Mad Luna, Boogie and even somewhat Meg could be among those.

My goals for the week in terms of relationships are to build a stronger bond with Michelle, Adam and Jee. I have decent relationships with all of those people, but I wanna turn them into more solid social and strategic relationships to make sure that going forward they could be an asset to me. I gotta do this without coming off as too threatening though, so we'll see if the opportunity even presents itself.

I also gotta avoid the MVP nom so we'll see how this goes. I'll give ya an update once that shit comes around.

[kalia]

I promised you guys a little update, and an update is what you're going to get!

So, the MVP nominated Meg. Normally I'd kinda be a little annoyed right now just because I think I have a good relationship with both Meg and Natalie, and there could be a shot at one of them going home, but I truly don't think that will happen. I think most people will likely save Natalie, and I don't see a single person saving Hayden because of his inactivity, so I might vote to save Meg and try to hide that. I will think out a plan later on to make sure that happens. I want Meg and Natalie to stay this week because I really don't see either of them putting me if up if they were to win HoH, and I think that they would put up some people that I just don't really have good relationships with, and that'd be amazing because the less blood that is on my hands, the better.

When Frankie won POV, I kind of questioned what he was going to do with it. I feel like that puts him in a weird position because Meg actually seemed confident in the fact that Frankie might use it on her, and then there's Natalie who is in an alliance with myself, Jun and Frankie and she's probably hoping he uses it on her?? If I were him I would have probably just thrown it. Especially with Hayden being MIA, worst case scenario is one of the noms win it and he goes up, but he would have been safe? I don't know, maybe I am just looking at it in a different way than he is but I didn't think it was all that smart. He'll probably end up not using it.

I took this week to kind of try to form some bonds with people that I don't already have strong bonds with. I think I really finalized something with Boogie. Him and I have a close alliance now, and he was mentioning the fact that Corey and him were talking about a guys alliance being put together. I was shocked by the fact that he was sharing all this info with me, but it basically confirmed that he thinks of me as his #1 and that's exactly what I need right now. It's great to have somebody like him in the "separate" alliance. If I remember correctly, the alliance included him, Corey, Jee and Mad Luna. I believe that was all, and then they talked about potentially getting Tiffany or Michelle on board. That's a little worrying to me because I think I would be one of that alliances top targets (not Mad Luna or Boogie, and Jee is kinda just gonna play both sides I bet) so it'd be nice if one of my allies won HoH and put up two of those people. I don't wanna come off as playing too hard since I think I have done a decent job of falling back into the background after my HoH win, it's gonna take a bit more time to really fall back though.

Updated Relationship Chart

That basically sums up my relationships. Some of them are kinda not so great right now. Tiffany is pretty crazy, and I just want her evicted already, and then Hayden has just been active. Corey has been kinda plotting against me so that is interesting to find out. I hope he gets evicted soon. I want to make some sort of deal with Adam too so that he and I can have something in case he wins HoH. That would have me covered by just about everybody in the house aside from the few that don't seem to like me too much, and hopefully they would just be the next few targets.


My goal is to send Hayden packing. It'll make for a boring week, but he doesn't deserve to be here. I haven't decided if I even want to win the next HoH or not because of the fact that I would surely be making myself a target, but I hope that somebody in my alliance or somebody I am very close with who might do some of my dirty work for me, wins the HoH. I want the MVP really bad though. I would likely put up Adam since he is my DT, but there are quite a few people who know that and I am not sure if that would make me seem shady or not. I could also just put up Tiffany or Corey and then people would probably assume that whoever had them as their DT put them up. I guess we'll see if I ever win

[kalia]

Having a conversation with Tiffany is so fucking rough. This girl is a condescending fucking twat and I have honestly had enough of it lol. Her and Corey have been like openly trying to get me out and they think that Meg is with me too?? I don't even know. Boogie told me about Corey being worried about me and then it's just been common knowledge that Tiffany doesn't like me since I put her ass up. I honestly just want HoH so one of those two can get evicted but I don't know if it's smart yet. <_<

MY HATRED FOR STUPID PEOPLE JUST TRULY MAKES THIS GAME SO MUCH HARDER TO HANDLE.

[kalia]

WELCOME TO WEEK 3.

So, Hayden getting voted out was pretty obvious. I decided to save Meg because I felt like almost everybody was saving Natalie. (which I wasn't wrong.) I wanted to make sure that Hayden got evicted because it's just straight up not fair to have inactives like him in the game when Meg and Natalie are trying. On top of that, both of those two would likely keep me safe if they were to win HoH, so I wanted them around.

The HoH comp was worrying. Mad Luna winning is great because I feel like I have maintained a strong relationship with him, enough to keep me off the block for sure. But, I got voted for some of the more intimidating categories and I know I am seen as one of the biggest threats in the house for sure.

Boogie & I are also starting to develop a pretty solid relationship. I know that he's pretty disliked by everybody due to his borderline inactivity, which I think is totally due to his time zone and the fact that he can't really do anything at work since he's a teacher. (if I remember correctly) He told me about an alliance that he has with Mad Luna, Jee and Corey. I know that Corey sees me as a target, but I think I have maintained strong relations with both Mad Luna and Boogie, enough to ensure I was not either of their targets. I'm not worried about Jee because I see right through his social fake-ness and the fact that he's going to float, throw challenges and play every side of the house. It's just annoying, but everybody sees him as a nice person so he won't be a target for a while.

So right now it seems like "two sides" are starting to form. There's my alliance of Jun, Natalie, Frankie and I. Then there's the alliance of Mad Luna, Corey, Boogie and Jee. As far as I know, those are the only bigger group alliances. I would put people like Adam, Erika and Michelle in the middle, because I don't think they are overly associated with anybody. I think people associate Meg and I together, so she'd be more on my side, and then I just don't like Tiffany so I associate her with the other side because I just think she's a straight up bitch, and crazy as fuck. Like damn, get over yourself girl.

Mad Luna told me he's leaning towards nominating people like Adam/Michelle. That's fine with me. The MVP will probably nominate their target (which is hopefully not me) so maybe it could be another week where I am not on the block, which would be great. I don't want Boogie going on the block and getting evicted though, because he's probably one of the people I trust the most right now.

I think that my relationships are decent right now, but there are a few people I am worried about. I want to try to get strong relations with those in the middle, so I can escape the block if they win HoH, or survive a vote if somebody like Corey/Tiffany win HoH and decide to put me up. 

And if Adam gets evicted this week I get a minor prize so like that'd be cool??

[kalia]

Week 4, motherfuckers.

I'm sorry for no confessional in a few days, school has been kicking me in the ass but Kalia is still here and looking flawless as ever. I'm just trying to keep up with everybody and get myself in a stable position while people weed out the inactives. It seems like there is starting to be two sides of the house, and I am excited for when the time comes where people start striking. I just hope I'm not on the receiving end of it. 

Also, Meg and I made a burn-book which was just part of me trying to ensure that I am her #1. Whoops.

I'll give you guys a more in-depth confessional tomorrow after class.

[kalia]

ALRIGHT. I promised a more lengthy confessional, and I am delivering!

I think that I'm in a really good position right now honestly. I know I'm still on some people's radar and seen as one of the biggest threats, but I also feel like people are scared to take the first punch at me. I'm fine with being in that position. I know about the guys alliance because Boogie and Mad Luna both have mentioned it to me, and I know that Tiffany was low-key trying to get me up with Mad Luna's HoH by telling him to "follow the majority rules questions," where I won most of the big-ticket categories such as biggest threat. I'm also aware that Corey was actively campaigning against me at one point in the game, whether he is still doing that or not, I'm not sure.

That being said, I believe that as long as Corey or Tiffany don't win HoH, then I should be fine. I'm in an alliance with Boogie and Mad Luna which still needs to be finalized, but I highly doubt Boogie would nom me if he won HoH. (which he probably won't.) Then I have The Arianators alliance with Jun, Natalie and Frankie who have no reason to put me up since it's so early in the game. I'm also really close with Meg and I believe that I am her #1 ally, so I just continue to milk that relationship for what it's worth. Jee won't be winning an HoH since he's just going to float until he needs to step it up (predictable) and then there's Erika and Adam who don't really have a reason to nominate me yet, but who knows what they would do.

So overall I think I'm in a great position right now. People feed me information within me going on the hunt for it, such as Boogie and Mad Luna letting me know about specific alliances, Jun and Natalie telling me about Corey approaching them about an alliance, Tiffany throwing me under the bus to Mad Luna and then talking about having a girls alliance without me to Jun. I don't know if these people are just careless with who they tell things to, or if they just genuinely have no idea. Either works for me, because I find things out.

I don't know about winning HoH this week. Winning an endurance competition will continue to peg me as a threat. I want to go for a few hours so I don't look completely useless, but winning probably isn't the best idea for me right now. That MVP puzzle was hard but a lot of people were bitching about it so I think my time was alright, I got lucky with my guesses at the start and it just lead to more and more being added on until I found the phrase.

Ideally, one of my allies win HoH and put up people like Tiffany or Corey. However, I can see Boogie being a target this week, which kind of sucks because I know that he would save me over a lot of people and he's somebody who's easy to drag to the end because of his inactivity (sorry I know that's probably annoying for you as hosts/viewers)

Updated Relationship Chart

Just an update and a highlight on my relationships. I would categorize almost everybody as amazing relationships, except for Jee, Adam, Corey, Erika and Tiffany. I want one of them to be evicted this week and if I were to win MVP I would be putting one of them up. I know that Boogie is on a lot of people's hit list so that might not be the best thing but if he were to go, I don't think it'd be the end of the world, I would just much rather him stay over somebody like Corey or Tiffany.

I know I'm fully capable of winning competitions, and the fact that I have kinda been on the back burner for the past few weeks is good for me. The trend of the house seems to be to target those who they don't really talk to, which totally makes sense for the pre-jury phase of the game, and since there has been some pretty inactive people, or at least a lot less active than me, I have been safe from nominations each week. Let's hope that trend continues so we can get me into the jury phase. I'm just hoping that the person who has me as a target doesn't win MVP (or even HoH if they were feeling ballsy) 

[ika]

Hi Queen 
Tell me a story about your housemates
must include
who do you hate
who do you love
who is your final two




Aww fuck I know
who you love
who you hate
but I don't care
write me a story
ok bye...

[kalia]

Honestly, we're reaching the point where I no longer give a fuck if people know if I am MVP. I literally told Meg, Mad Luna, Boogie, Jun, Natalie and Frankie. I don't know if any of them will leak it and I don't care. I hate Tiffany and I hope she goes this week, because I know that her ass is after me and she ain't even good at hiding it. I trust all the people that I told, which means that I should be in a really good spot for the next few weeks, as long as Tiffany goes and somebody like Corey/Jee/Erika/Adam stay out of power. I don't even know if some of those 4 would nominate me, but I would rather not risk it.

I'm about 95% sure I know who Mad Luna is, and if I'm correct, I know exactly how to get him to love me. I'm gonna keep working on my relationships with people individually so I become multiple people's #1, and rn I think I am Jun, Mad Luna, Boogie and Meg's #1. Gotta work on Frankie and Nat, but I know I'm at least in their top 3, which is enough for rn.

[kalia]

ALSO TBH I'm gonna find it funny if the noms stay the same because people like Jee and Corey are going to have to pick a side and it's gonna be clear where they stand next week and I'm gonna use that against them lol. I know about that guys alliance and I also know about the alliance that they made with Jun/Natalie. Boogie will probably want them to save Tiffany, and I am pretty sure they are kinda close with Tiffany too, and if they all go and save Natalie it's gonna look kinda fishy on their part tbh so I'm just gonna laugh.

People just keep bringing me info and I love t.