Hayden: Bye bro. Meg: Sorry girl. Natalie: NOO!! You shouldn't be reading this, but if you are, NOO!! I'm not quite sure what happened, but some boys are going to pay.
Adam, I am sorry. I don't know what's happened to you, but it doesn't seem fair to keep you over someone who is still active. I do appreciate you voting to keep me last week, and I'd have liked to have done the same for you, but Erika's also helped me out. I hope you return at some point to take your place on the jury!
Erika, you shouldn't be reading this. You really shouldn't be. So squirrel balloon rice cake George telescope marshmallow bean. Because nothing I write here matters. If you just had to read that nonsense, I'm going to be mad.
Kalia, I am sorry this week turned out the way it did for you. Believe it or not, this was still a tough vote for me, but in the end I just didn't feel right about keeping someone who really hasn't done anything for me over someone who's helped me out a couple of times. We talked a bit about it, I made the effort to try to better our relationship, but it always felt a little bit one-sided.
Corey, the vote must have been closer than I thought. I did keep my word and voted to keep you here. Guess it wasn't enough, and now maybe I'll be in a spot of trouble with Kalia, though that's nothing new. I'm more worried about Jun and Natalie being disappointed that I didn't vote with them. I loved being allies and I'm sad that you're gone.
Erika, I really hate the way this game's played out. With the fallout from last week, I had to make a decision that would benefit me moving forward. It will only take 3 votes and Kalia would break the tie and send you home. The consensus is that you're the one leaving. Thanks for being a good ally to me. When things were good, they were really good. When they bad, they were really bad. See you soon in jury! Save me a seat!
Jee, I suppose I shouldn't be surprised if I'm the only person who voted to save you. The same thing happened to us last week...I'm sorry that your game had to end this way and before the eviction, that you felt like leaving. As long as I'm here, I'll continue to fight. Maybe I'll eventually win a comp! If not, I'll be seeing you soon.
HoH: Mad Luna Noms: Natalie, Jun PoV: Mad Luna Noms: Natalie, Jun
I vote to evict Jun.
This should surprise nobody.
Natalie, if you're reading this, I'm screwed again. What else is new? Mad Luna said Jun was the target, I talked to Jee and Kalia about voting her out. All it would have taken was one more. Now if she wins hoh, I'm toast for certain.
Jun, this shouldn't be a surprise to you. Pretty sure you expected me to evict you, especially after everything that's happened between us the last few rounds. I don't know why you felt it was necessary to try to get me into trouble with people, like I needed help in that area. I did trust you, I never did anything to go against you. But you kept me in the dark about the Corey vote, you threw me under the bus to Mad Luna the following week, and then you nominated me (when it could have been anyone else!) the week after that! 3 strikes and you're out.
Meg, I know we talked about this, but everything was just too little too late. Pretty sure you wouldn't have had my back. I didn't enjoy having to use the pov to get you on the block to eventually vote you out, but it needed to be done for my game.
Mad Luna, I don't even know. I guess you were too much of a threat for Jee to want to keep you. Because I was all in. I'll see you soon.
HOH: Mad Luna Noms: Natalie and Tiffany POV: Tiffany! Noms: Natalie and Jee
I SADLY vote to evict...Jee.
Jee, I don't even know where to start with this one. This is not something I thought I'd ever be doing this week. This is all down to Mad Luna being a little bitch. If he was going to stay true to us, he'd have put up both girls straight away. It would have been the only way to ensure that you and I both didn't end up on the block together. I'm sorry that my winning veto is now the reason that you're out of the game. Please don't be mad, and remember that I did save you last week. You've been someone I could count on and I loved working with you. With Mad Luna being MIA and not knowing what is actually going through his mind, I felt this is the best and safest decision I could make moving forward. People are going to see you and me as a pair. That means they might try to get rid of one of us next week no matter if Nat or Kalia win. This way at least I stand a chance at all three of the girls taking Mad Luna down next. If I voted to keep you, and Mad Luna broke the tie and sent you home, I'd be in hot water with Natalie, which is what I can see Mad Luna actually doing to screw me over. I don't understand why he'd be trying to cut deals with Nat if he had intentions of you staying. I also don't think Nat would have told me about this if she had intentions of going along with them. I know you've been down about the events of the past few weeks and the way this game has gone, and it saddens me to see your desire to stay, when you're likely heading out the door. Where has that fight been all along? I wish it could have turned out differently and maybe I'm being a little bit selfish with this decision, and I apologize for that. I know that you know this isn't personal, and every decision I've made has been strategic. This was very hard for me, so if I wasn't able to tell you in person, I'm sorry. As strategic as I've been playing, I'm also a bit of an emotional player, which I'm sure you've realized. You said you won't hold a grudge, and I'm hoping that's true if I make it to the finals, which I plan to do.
Natalie, if you're reading this, something did not go the way it was supposed to. I was looking forward to teaming up with you and Kalia to physically dismantle that Mad Mad Luna. He really is mad if he thinks he has a chance anyone wanting to take him to the end.
(and now the people at home will call this the dumbest decision ever...voting out a solid ally on the chance that he'd leave in a tie-breaker sitch...voting out an ally who's been slightly better in comps than the other nominee...voting out someone I could probably very easily beat in the finals. Yeah, this vote sucked.)
I want to ask Kalia what the actual reasons were for her first week nominations. And who she would have taken to final 2 between Mad Luna/Natalie. And how serious she was about taking me to the end.
I want to ask Mad Luna if he considers himself a loyal person, and how many alliances he had. I want to know if he expects to beat Kalia or if he's that loyal to her that he's willing to lose to her in the end. Cause it seems like Kalia just had him do all the work for him.
Whatever questions I ask them, I want their answers to rhyme. I want them to write them in verse.
Congrats on final two. Here's what I want you to do. Answer the following as best you can. So I can choose the best man or woman.
This request may be a bit odd But only unrelated questions were outlawed So please, what I want you to know is that your answers must definitely flow!
KALIA, you and I have had our ups and downs The first half of the game involved a lot of frowns What's the real reason I was up in week one? I want the truth, or else we're done.
I also want to know if you had to decide, Who would you want sitting by your side? How genuine was our final two? Because it seemed like you and others were stuck like glue.
Finally, what I want to know so that we can get on with the show, is why you should win over Mad Luna and be crowned this game's Big Kahuna.
MAD LUNA, what can I say? I thought we'd never see this day! You like to take your sweet ass time. Now I want you to talk in rhyme.
Do you consider yourself capable of loyalty? Do you think you should be this game's royalty? Just because you were true to one house guest, doesn't make it okay to be untrue to the rest.
Do you think you can beat your opponent? Winning comps is just one component. Your social game was much flawed, but Beast Mode P.aulie, I must applaud.
Finally, what I want to know is how many comps did you actually throw?
I thought this vote was going to be easy. It turns out I don't really like that I have to vote for either of you.
Mad Luna, you showed me that you didn't give a rat's ass about what I did for you a week prior, when you nominated me for eviction. I survived, but only because I won the pov. The following week, you evicted me. That's a great way to say thank you. You were gone that week that I saved Jee, if I hadn't used the pov. Natalie wanted you out. BUT you, me and Jee had a final 3 --- one that you had actually organized, so I trusted you. Shame on me. You quickly betrayed that, and it made no sense until everything was out in the open. You and Kalia. Together since early on. According to her, it was from around week 3, but the way you were treating that alliance, it seemed like it started before then. Obviously, unless she's downplaying it, that alliance meant more to you than to her. While, I can appreciate you being loyal to a person like that, even at the expense of your own game, it doesn't make it alright that you were disloyal to almost everyone else. Your social game pales in comparison, and it took forever to have a conversation with you. And you were like that with everyone. Even now, with this finale phase, it seems like the game is the least of your concerns and that your opponent cares about winning more than you do. But going back to the round where I was trying to decide between evicting Jee or Natalie, it would have helped if you had been online to talk to about what your plans were for a tie. You mentioned to me that you'd keep Jee earlier, but how was I to believe anything you said, especially after Natalie told me you were trying to make deals with her. The following week, when you won the final POV, I sent you message after message, on AIM and on the forum, in case there were problems with your AIM again. I didn't hear back from you once in that 24 hours until after I had realized I had been evicted. I don't respect that one bit, after what I had done for you. Whether it was intentional or not, it was disrespectful. And I'm not sure I can reward that.
Kalia, you weren't as innocent as you made yourself out to be either...leaking info to Mad Luna, that I blamed Jun/Natalie for. It was difficult to tell where your loyalty actually was, if you had it at all. It appeared your style of play was to always keep your options open and surround yourself with people who wouldn't turn on you. So good on you. You were social, it's true. But I didn't like that you painted yourself as having a perfect social game. You and I both know that's not true. I talked to you until I was blue in the face in week 1, trying to change your mind about me, trying to prove that I deserved to stay, trying to get you to talk to Jun about using the pov, to get someone like Hayden (who turned out to be a dud) on the block instead. I tried to talk to you several times after that week, and you know I put the effort in and I didn't get the same in return. You did admit this somewhere in your answers, and I appreciate that. But don't say you had "dominating" social game. You did not. Still, I respect you as a player, which is something that I don't have for your opponent. It's true that you didn't win as many comps as Mad Luna did, but you didn't need to. Mad Luna put himself in danger when he made the decisions that he did, and had to win out, to keep himself in the game. Which he was able to do, but why he chose to be loyal and take you to the end when he had been disloyal to so many people already, I can't comprehend. He seems to be content in getting his friend to the end and taking second place. You on the other hand admitted, upon further prodding, that you would have taken someone like Boogie or Meg to the end, both of whom you'd easily beat. Clearly your head was more in the game, and on winning, so I applaud that as well.
I think I'm ready to vote.
I vote for Kalia to win Big Brother: Rise & Fall 15. See you in All-stars.